The role I have been playing for most of my adult life, the person I was, is dieing. Everything is shifting and there is nothing to hold on to except for the faith and love I have for the beauty that lies ahead. There are moments where I feel like I am drowning. Moments where I feel like I have stepped into a whirlpool and I don't have the strength to swim out. A whirlpool cannot sink you, it can only take you for a ride. While I ride the waters I crave quiet, peace, and resolution - and I sometimes wonder if that will ever come.
Through the moments of confusion and sadness, I lovingly watch that woman take her leave. I feel the blank pages ready to hold a new story.
I will ride the swirling waters until they wash me into calm.
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